semah the slut

40. Kecik and Fiqa Comel made me think like a TRUE GIRL. ERGH -.-

HOI SEMAH WTF IS THIS?

41. I started to shop like girl

42. I even talk CLOTHES LANGUAGE !

43. Loves to read fashion magazines

91. Kecik made me love vintage stuffs.

#41,#42,#43,#91

feel proud to get you influenced:)

I was about to post my 2010 review but i stopped halfway. malas

post i lovee:)

"2010 was not easy, I wouldn't say it was the toughest year of my life, but it was definitely not easy."

"... about why the world are so fucked up, why people need to abuse other people, why people need to act and be fake around other people, why I act and be fake around other people, why they're such thing as superiority, why animal abuse happens, and why the fuck are those people are not abused back in return, why those people kill themselves, why math does not make any sense, why I think I've failed life when I'm only 18, why I don't have fear of death anymore, why I'm thinking so much and so much more whys."

"And the first few months was hell itself. I can't fit in, I have pretty much nobody to talk to, and everything seemed so dull there"

-nazril omar-

mann i love those!

* the bolded texts are much or less like what was in my life cycle back in 2010

i got a new pet pig from omegle.

her name is OINK.

and she doesn't give a shit about harry potter.

she thought i'm a BRITISH

she does even thought that malaysians can't speak english

...and she had been to krusty krab before

masalah kesihatan wanita

ladies, shopaholics mainly;

to ensure that you are not suffering from mid age crisis or menopause,

click here

if you were screaming, you're doing fine

if you were not, BEWARE

why should we yell as if we just lost our virginity without having a heart to?

the answer is; WHY NOT?

haih, perempan. i'm not on of the stereotype but when it comes to spending and shopping, i couldn't resist the urge!

#2

aku dah miss contest ni previous years so tahun ni i'll go for it.

so that's the resolution number two

the unholy confession

bengong gila time ni. i went to the beach pakai baby blue tshirt. so when it's wet baju tu jadi transparent. i ended up pakai baju OPAH.

so that was the first day of 2010. after an awesome midnight bbq party:)

"i was dumb to think that 2010 will be a good year for me"

-nazril omar-

2010 was such a waste. double chin, hairfall, gender confused. ehh yang last tu bukan. hee.

i got my life unbalanced. my brains don't work for it's main purpose. to THINK. i was ruled by my emotion.

the worst after all; I AM CLUELESS ON HOW TO APPRECIATE SOMEONE.

someone here mean, FRIENDS

sorry friends, i've been such a jerk.

i've made a promise to MYSELF, to fix things up.

i'll try my best to.

so that's the first 2011 resolution haha:)

disorder

whoa it's CANDYLAND PROMTAY!

...and i'm NOT going:(

bye dyana. benci kau

it's my hormones i bet.

i decided to go to that addmath's stuff and i'll be missing all these for that

i don't know, like, trying to do some good deeds

22nd; i changed the date and i blew people off.

sorry

ADAM

AMIE

AMIRY

AYU

ESYA

FYQA

HAZMAN

IRFAN

ISMAH

TASHA

TYA

i don't know how to beg apologise. but guys, i am begging it:(

24th; i couldn't catch you guys out to cosmo's world. sorryyyy again:(

i'm really sorry girls:(

the story of a freak, a fucking bitch, a dumbass sex addict, and a nanny

one word: rubbish

jerboa

I really want to pet you!

be mine, please

school berak

those are the hottest topic on facebook;

1) homeworks

2) study

and loads of school's stuffs.

teka teki

cuba teka gambar apakah ini?

ini katil saya. belum tengok lantai lagi.

tanggapan 1: bilik saya bersepah kerana terlalu gigih membuat kerja rumah di siang hari dan mengulangkaji pelajaran di malam hari

tanggapan 2: bilik saya bersepah kerana terlalu gigih tidur di siang hari dan keluar di malam hari

if you are not brainless, then you will go with thought 2.

homework satu pun tak sentuh. entah mana handout pun aku tak tahu

sedang saya bergembira mencuci mata di beberapa blogshop terkemuka tanahair, sesuatu telah pop keluar dari chatbox saya di facebook.

ahmad badrul rupanya

"hi darling, how are you i miss you sooooooooo much"

"SHITTTTTTTT UPPPPPPPPPP!"

balas saya sambil

yes, middle finger. everybody knows that. even morons. i bet the nerves in my middle finger is the most active part of my body. faster than the brain.

i've tried to make it activeless or lower expectation of it, active less.

but it's not working. life's getting clumsy now. just like my room, or better.

*aku tahu korang semua mesti gelakkan aku masa aku balas sapaan korang. bergembiralah menjadi teruna teluran di sana. walaupun anda semua bukan lagi teruna. sorry syifaa mahsuri dan alin.

finger cross

7th december 2010

one new message

luqman: kecik jom lepak. aku kt kl dengan afif

me: mama, keluar kejap

"NO"

jawab mama ringkas

beberapa minute kemudian,

telefon berbunyi

irfan: kecik, jomla genting. last offer; kau bawa around 50 je. makan aku support

me: mama, nak pergi genting

"NO"

jawab mama ringkas

beberapa minit kemudian,

one new message

lulu: kecik, ang join la. tak ramai ada ni

me: mama, pleaseeeeee.

abah: pergi dengan siapa?

me: irfan, luqman, afif, malon, chot

*abah mempamerkan muka yang memberikan aku h

arapan*

"NO"

jawab mama ringkas

beberapa saat kemudian

alin: kecik, ikut aku jom. pergi kedah. dengan syifaa',faez,fadh,bud,ali

me: mama, alin ajak pergi kedah. 15-19 ni.

"NO"

JAWAB MAMA RINGKAS.

mama saya simple orangnya. sounds fine, right? however that's the part of her that sometimes uncapable by my body system.